Open Heart Surgery

Okay so I figured something out I was watching my beautiful little boy and thinking to myself Im gonna miss all of this if I go into nursing school right now. I know if your following me your gonna be like wow you go up and down but no really I figured out I dont want to miss a lot I dont have the money to pay for a baby sitter and I dont have the money right now to be paying for a loan….monthly

Nursing school will have to wait…I just made this decision and  I think its for the best I really love my son and until he is ready to go to school I will go to school. 

But I did find out something that I believe God sent to me I opened up my web pages and bam CNA for burbank school is from 530 to 930 pm mon-thur and my husband will be working from 7am to 330pm wham I figured out what Im gonna do right now!!!

I guess when I began searching I didnt think about Noah and how this all would affect him,and how I cant stand thinking about not seeing him everyday and not being able to be with him it would be horrible!! with CNA I can get a part time job on the weekends and still be able to to be with my lil man and then when he goes to preschool then I will begin to look for school’s to go get my LVN.

For now Im making a decision because I want the best for Noah It doesnt mean Im not gonna go to school later for now this is what’s better and CNA school is only 589 which is cool except we may have to borrow money from our family’s.

Right now my son is more important and Im sacrificing my time for him it will be better this way. As much as I hate waiting at least I will be doing something and be able to have a job CNA is high in demand because no one wants that job lol…I do I want to help people and become a nurse this will be my first step.

So after all this darn hard work its a good thing I never passed the math exam now I can take more time to study for the math exam and then eventually take a math class and then go to a nursing school and pass the exam theres a reason for everything. Im glad the web page with the CNA poped up. 

yay Jesus!